Since the day we started talking I knew I felt something for you I knew was real. Years of talking, than you disappeared. I got a new phone, and for some reason none of my current contacts transferred over, only old deleted ones. I stumbled upon yours in the mix of them, and decided to shoot a text, not expecting anything back. Surprisingly enough, I got a response, and it was you. We’ve talked every night since. I feel my self loving you. I’m not an idiot who doesn’t know what it is, because I haven’t felt this way ever except my ex boyfriend. Your thousands of miles away, I’m spending hundreds of dollars to come see you, and looking into moving down there fit college to be near you. Why do I feel this way? I hate it. I shouldn’t love you. I shouldn’t. Why do I do this to my self…. Besides it feels so right.
