Im 18. Ive experienced too much in my life thus far. I'm a mess of every kind. I'm in a relationship. Im never fully there, in anything I do anymore. Death has ruined me. I move through life as a ghost. Welcome to my unstable emotional roller coaster of a blog.
Why is it, after all this time of not even thinking about you. I cant get you out of my head again… Especially when everything about you now, is nothing I want, or like. But I still feel lost, and miss you.